BlackHeartLvr16

   Anthony Stark could not have been more of an average person if he had been design on a computer. He was of average height, average weight, and brown hair with thick plastic framed glasses over his blue eyes. Even his job as a cashier for the local gas station seemed as if he was the normal dorky teen that most people ignored. The only thing that stood out about him had been a Facebook page for his photography; a page no one even knew he had been the one behind. The only problem was that it had been weeks since he had been able to post. His camera had been destroyed when someone had accidentally bumped into him while he had been taking a pi

Anthony Stark could not have been more of an average person if he had been designed on a computer. He was of average height, average weight, and brown hair with thick plastic framed glasses over his blue eyes. Even his job as a cashier for the local gas station seemed as if he was just the normal dorky teen that most people ignored. The only thing that ever stood out about him had been a Facebook page for his photography; a page no one even knew he had been the one behind. The only problem was it had been weeks since he had been able to post. His camera had been destroyed when someone had accidently bumped into him while he was taking a pictu

How do I even begin..? Sometimes I just feel like I'm not really loved anymore.. Am I THAT terrible at flirting? My paranoia's at it again to where I think he doesn't love me the way I want to be loved.. As I type this, my tears slowly fill the brims of my eyes while I try my best to hold them back, but they fall anyways. We don't cuddle in bed like we used to.. Only time we do is after sex.. Am I that unattractive? Because if that's the case then I am unattractive.. I feel like I'm not good enough for him.. Sometimes I feel like I'm not spoiled enough, I know this relationship isn't about spending money on one another but I just wish that I'

Okay, this one was written out this past July but I forgot to have it typed up here and posted.. So my apologies for the delay ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How does one feel if the person who has a crush on you also has a crush on someone else? I just recently found out that the guy I've been talking to over the past few weeks has a crush on someone else.. I'm not sure how to as of right now.. I've given him reasons to NOT go after me.. All I think

How do we cope with depression? It's one of the many illnesses known to man, It's life's way of saying, "Here have some of these, good luck trying to be happy again." Is there even a permanent cure for it? To some, it's just another boss in life as if it were a videogame. Sometimes it can be defeated with just the right actions. In other cases, it's impossible. Well, in my case, it's not that easy, I've been battling it for a while now, I'm not entirely sure when it started, but the more I'm faced with it, the more I wanna give up and let the boss defeat me. I know I can be strong inside and out but it's not easy. I recently lost my one and o

Heart's broken once again. I don't know how to feel anymore. It seems as though all I am is someone else's second choice. I'm hurt, lost, confused, all I wanna do is give up on everything that I pretty much worked hard for. What's the point on keeping what I gained over the past few weeks? So many thoughts rush through my head, I can't sort them out. I'm too kind hearted, I HATE the way I am because of it because I know that in the end of it all, I get hurt. My recent crush, Trever, has moved on, he found someone else to like after all the stuff we've been through over the past 10-11 months. I'm unsure that I'll be okay. It feels as though ev

There is a boy that I really adore and care about a lot. His name's Trever. When I get a message from him, my face lights up and I begin to smile. He doesn't know how much he means to me, there are days where I just wanna crawl in a hole in the darkest spots there is and just stay there for eternity when i'm depressed, but somehow he manages to keep me away from there. Without him, I'm lost. Without him, I can't smile. Without him, I feel like I'm nothing. He's truly one of my best friends who I don't want to let go of. He's my partner in crime. We may be in different states but when we Role Play, I feel like he's there in the room with me. T

Today.. Today's the day where I lost my best friend and sister.. Today's the day where I also lost the guy who I really like.. This year has not been my favorite year. I thought I had a second chance with my first crush but that fell apart. I have the chance to be happy again, but it's just not possible.. We're miles and states away, it'll never happen. I have no one else to run to. I'm so alone that all I want to do is cry. These emotions are not fake. They are real.. My happiness with the one guy who makes me smile and laugh is gone. There's so much I want and/or need to say but I can't quite grasp on how to say it. All that comes out is te